No.

 It’s 1am and Cymbalta has been a bad experience.  I’m not gonna use this stuff.  No way.

If I somehow fall asleep and wake up feeling great, maybe, but this is not okay.  It’s not Shingles Vaccine side effects, but it’s bad enough to really want it to stop.  Dizzy, but a fucked up, weird dizzy, as if sometimes parts of me get hit by more gravity.  Nausea, pain, muscle cramps, very messed up balance (I almost fall over often).

I’ll endure this and figure out what’s next on Monday.

I really hope this feeling doesn’t last, but I fear it may be a few days.  Why do I trust my doctor at all?