Not enough focus to do a decent entry, here is the latest.
My left arm has been ridiculously unstable and in near constant pain.
A major shift is happening in my upper core. I arch backwards, but lean my interior forwards (if that makes any sense), and it has allowed muscle to creep up my back, chest, and throat. I think it is a good thing.
Yet, it has contributed to significant instability and pain as well, which has in turn caused mental instability.
I am a mess.
I will try to document it if I have the chance, but I am rarely focused for more than a few minutes at a time.
I could be getting close, or I could be killing myself.
I wouldn't mind finding out which sooner rather than later.