Sad and lonely, managed to sit at the piano and do this. Hands barley working. Gaming hurts. Guitar hurts. Piano … simple chords are about it.
It did help to disconnect the Xbox. I’m wondering if I need to hide my iPad and give up on the internet and have no forms of communication around me. No reminders.
I should just limp into the woods and see how long I can last.
Instead, I sit at the piano or in front of a tv and hurt and cry feel so isolated. It’s like I’m in solitary confinement. Do I really deserve my life to be this shitty?
https://www.dropbox.com/s/gtbigy4tt1v1adx/Sometimes%20It%20Snows%20In%20April.m4a?dl=0
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